New Life

Everyone deserves to have as much new life as they can, as long as it is a positive way of lifestyle. Well, every single journey is something new to me, and now, my new life is my college life.

I have to admit that it is not easy to deal with something that you totally unfamiliar with. I thought it was easy to adapt into a different environment that I not used to be. My over confidence, however, made my first day of the orientation in my college life a total disaster. Due to the anxiety the day before, I can’t even have a good rest, so once I reach the college, I felt so sleepy and moody (due to lack of rest), causes me don’t have that type of exciting and make-new-friend mood to continue the day.

To keep myself awake and to look enthusiastic, I keep on drinking the water I brought, so that I have some movement to make myself awake. Of course as time pass, I had pay many visit to the relief centre.

Orientation may be fun if everyone put in their effort to make it fun. Life normally won’t go the way we wished for. Honestly saying, my orientation is sxxx. Reason behind this is I get a group of people that they declare themselves as teammates are not cooperating and self-centre. It is really hard to get along with them when you are that impatience type of people, lack of rest on that day and yet have to pretend to enjoy the whole process with the fake smile on your face. It is tiring!

I would consider this as my new challenges in my new life. When I talk about this, my mom told me that this is just a part of the reality and there are many more that I haven’t met. Accept the fact that life is unpredictable, I have to convince myself with that. Next week is till the orientation week, (wonder why we need so long orientation!) hopefully I can have “fun” with my teammates along the week!

New life, new challenges! I am trying my best to fit in.

By the way, my Chinese version's blog is www.wretch.cc/blog/seek4mic