A bright future gone in a sudden

Well, this is not regarding about my future, is just that something happened so suddenly that my parents can’t really accept it.

Everyday, road accidents happens. Whenever we flick through the newspapers, we will definitely come across with this type of news. Whenever we read it, we seldom have any feeling besides a little bit of sadness towards the deceased families. Accident is something so normal that happening in our lives making me feels like this is nothing worthwhile to be shock of or something.

However, when it really happens to someone around us, we then only can feel the heat…

A son of my dad’s 10 years old buddy, met an accident yesterday morning. He is just 17 years plus and approximately 1 month younger than me. He just get his P license and he just came back from a trip to Cameron Highland with his family in the month of beautiful May. My parents just saw him last month, and now “poof” he is gone.

When my dad received this news, he was heartbroken. “A 18 years old teenager, with such bright future just gone in a day. He is the hope of his family (fyi, he is the eldest son in the family with only one sibling, just like me). I remember just saw him last month and now he suddenly disappear. I can feel the pain although we are not that close. What about his family members who saw him a minute ago and never know it was the last time they see him? My goodness! A young man with bright future just gone like that…”

Silent for a minute. For this young man.

May him lively happily in his world and protect his family.

God bless them~

How Your Brain Function

Read out loud the text inside the triangle below.

More than likely you said, 'A bird in the bush,'! and. ....... if this IS what YOU said, then you failed to see that the word THE is repeated twice! Sorry, look again.

Next, let's play with some words. What do you see? In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, because it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil).

Now, what do you see? You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?

What do you see here?

This one is quite tricky! The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.

Last one. What do you see?

You probably read the word ME in brown, but....... when you look through ME you will see YOU!

ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST

Count every ' F ' in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

HOW MANY ?

WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's.

The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process 'OF'..
Incredible or what? Go back and look again!! Anyone who counts all 6 'F's' on the first go is a genius.

Yea, got tagged-by Yi Lin part 2

Secondly, I got tagged by Yi Lin, a secondary school class mate. Haiz, I kind of missing the old old days~

This is this tag sound:8 things I am passionate about:
1) being a leader
2) hand craft
3) money (well, don’t tell be you are not, because you can’t survive without them)
4) writing (for Chinese, because my English Sxxks)
5) eating (where is the size come from?)
6) doing scrap book
7) bags (but seldom use it)
8) HAPPY ENDING series

8 things I say too often:
1) crap/crapping
2) yea right~
3) don’t know
4) anything
5) Where for lunch?
6) Are you going…?
7) Tired
8) Seriously

8 books I’ve read recently:
1) 剪刀替针做媒人- 亦舒
2) 尚未打烊 – 亦舒
3-8) seriously I lack of time for reading. If including class time…
3) Accounting text book
4) Economics text book5) Financial and Managerial Accounting (for assignment purpose >.<)
6) Accounting (for assignment purpose >.<)
7) Business Mathematics reference book (for exam purpose >.<)
8) English North Star Text Book (for class purpose >.<)

8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1) 病毒爆发-danny
2) button-pcd
3) the best damn thing-avril
4) 我要的幸福-伊能静/伊静能(forget the name)
5) way back into love
6) 黑白画映 – 张学友
7) bukan cinta biasa-siti
8) big girls don’t cry - fergie

8 things I learned last year:
1)true friends are seriously extremely hard to find
2) not everyone is trustable
3) haven’t really be who I am for the past few years after primary schools day
4) Go for the hard one before the easy one
5) Reality is cruel
6) Life is a NO REST journey
7) Money is so damn important (sounds materialistic but undeniable)
8) still parents are the best

8 people to tag:
-Angel
-Sook Theng
-Cecilia
-Cheng Chun
-Wan Teng
-Hui Xian
-Choon Yen-Li Ying

Yea, got tagged-by Jolene part 1

First of all I have to admit that I am very dumb. Yea, I got tagged. So what? Why I say so? Because I really don’t know how the tag thing works~

After that I got a second tag, from my friend explanation, and then only I know how it should be functioning. Furthermore I done the “Am I Dumb” thing, that actually proves that I am not that dumb, I suppose.

Ok, for the fun of answering different tag question, yet at the end tag the same person, I would now like to answer the first tag, by Jolene, my primary school mate.

Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List eight random facts about yourself.
Tag 8 people at the end of your post and list their names.
Let them know that they have been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
1. I am plum (never use ‘fat’)
2. I love mee hoon
3. Yet, I am dieting
4. Want to learn more in everything
5. Addicted to online shop blogging
(Hey, visit my site http://fashionista-in-u.blogspot.com)
6. Always busy with assignment and projects
7. Always want to be a famous leader… well, one day…XD
8. Day dreaming of being the youngest Nobel Prize winner in literature!!! XDXD


Tag:
-Angel
-Sook Theng
-Cecilia
-Cheng Chun
-Wan Teng
-Hui Xian
-Choon Yen
-Li Ying

My IQ

not bad, not bad, is above 100 dude... =.=

I am not that bad... i think

well, try doing it if u think you are better than me....bluek.... P

without help of any elecctornics material or asking ppl!!!

Dummy Test

Hahahaha, actually i am not that DUMB lor.... wakakakaka

Interview

Having interview is seriously tiring. What to do? I need the scholarship. To get through the first interview is not that easy anyway. Yet I passed. I glad I did. This first interview happened about one to two months ago, with Taylor’s administrative personnel.

The first interview really taught me a lot. What I did after my interview is I went back home, open the career directory and other related course or career book to get a better understanding of what am I dealing with, to get familiar with the course that I am studying.

Later on, I was delight to hear that I was chosen to go for a second interview with a specific company. The human resource manager of the company that is going to interview me was Siemens. Well, I was the second options for the company, so in another words is, I am not selected. Since their first option accepted the offer delight, so there is no hope for a second option to get the place. Come on, if you have a 100% tuition fees waiver and internship with this big company, do you still want to forgo this opportunity?

Fine then, although I didn’t stand a chance to get the offer. But I am not bad you know, at least I am in the top 28 then top 14. (Only 7 companies are offering internship for business school students, maximum of 4 candidates are called for the second interviews.) Anyway, I tried my best.

Last week I got a call, stating that someone had rejected the scholarship offer, so another 2 second option’s candidate from different companies are called once more to go for this third interview. This time the company is GE (General Electric). Only 2 of us fight for a single place. The chance is 50:50.

The interviewer was quite nice. I like his style of interviewing people eased the interviewee anxious. I went in and did my best, although I am not that enthusiastic as the previous interviews. After 25 minutes, I came out from the meeting room.

After that, I need to suffer with economics, because I am having exam later on. When I was studying with my friends, the angelic Ms Dianne called up and congratulated me, because I successfully passed the interview and I managed to get this prestigious scholarship!

Haha, thank goodness… Finally, I am able to ease my financial burden and also get internship with the international company. Cool~

By the way, the name of the scholarship is World Class Scholarship.

I am so happy that I keep telling my brother

“Hey Bro, do you know that you are now living with a World Class Scholarship holder?”

(Such a bad sister I am)

QUESTION

DO ANYONE OF YOU KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY BLOGGER ACCOUNT??
MY PROBLEM:
1.DONT HAVE THE COLOUR CHOICE
2.CANN'T CHOOSE THE FONT SIZE
3.CANN'T CHOOSE THE TYPE OF FONT

ALL THESE DUE TO THE LOGO/BUTTON FOR THESE ARE M.I.C!!!

BTW,M.I.C=MISSING IN ACTION!!

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I received a meaningful mail from my dad... (haha,wonder why living under the same roof also need to email)

anyway,i just want to share with all of you... so i just post up 'lor'!




As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love
for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone
you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every
sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.

Teambuilding Camp

Teambuilding camp, as it means, should be a camp that actually allows fellow members to build up the relationships and further develop the team works among the members. However, I would like to say, although I am the organising committee for this teambuilding camp, I have to honestly say that I didn’t really put in all my effort, and the whole camp itself is really uninteresting at all to me.

I have to admit that there is no cooperation between the organising committee, no commitment, no team work. Yet, we are assigned to organise a teambuilding camp. Doesn’t it sound ridiculous?

Why people like me, who are quite stretch on responsibility as a crucial part in a human being can’t even take the effort of doing my part? The first thing will be an extremely unorganised planning that the organising committee president had done. There are so many days that this person (OCP) can have the other organising committee(OC) to discuss on this matter, but he didn’t take the effort of doing so. He only directs one of the OC, who is also my friend to do all the jobs. But at the end of the day, the praises are on him. So damn unfair!! Since my friend doesn’t really particular about it, I don’t think I have the right to talk behalf of her. Besides this, the other OC who didn’t even do or plan or contact anyone still claim themselves as OC. Oh gosh, what is this??

The other thing will be the last minute job. For the camp, I only get to know 3 weeks ahead before the actual camp date. 1 week to prepare the proposal, 1 week for the amendments of the proposal, 1 week to plan the place and when we have the time to acknowledge the members that we have this so call teambuilding camp going on. Everything was done in a rush even the destination that we planned to have on also changes quite frequently. Before that the OCP planned to postpone the camp until the early May, and then suddenly the date was set at the early April. After discussing with the board of directors, the OCP changes the date till 25 April. Not only for the date, has even the venue also changed every time. At first was at Kuala Kubu, then Port Dickson, then FRIM then the day before the camp they change to Nur Bukit something.

By the way, for everyone information, I hate last minute jobs. It made me feel like doesn’t want to do it, since the result produce will be a total failure or imperfect or very sulky. But somehow, as the OC, I somehow deal the camp day with the best I could.

No comment on how the day goes on, but hopefully those members that had went to the teambuilding and give us feedback that the teambuilding was extremely fun are words from the bottom of their heart.

I Passed Again~

Tired…
After an additional 3 hours of learning AGAIN, here comes the day~~

April Fool!!!!

What is it deal with so call the day?? Well, it was like this, my second driving test falls on that day. Finally, I passed. What are you thinking?? I mean the driving test!! I am still young to leave you all.

Well, it is along story… real long… but I will still tell you guys who concerned about me. Somehow, I wonder who will read my blog. I waked up very early like usual, and I am also the first one who reached the driving school as usual. I waited in front of the driving school like an idiot, looking people passed by me with the kind of look. What look? The kind of… Erm… can’t really express in words. If you are interest to know, please, do experience it by yourself.

After around 45 minutes, the instructor finally reached. He went up and settles his other students, so I wait at down stairs continued to be an idiot. Suddenly I saw a familiar sight… I saw one of my friend—Yikmen!

Thanks god! I finally can get a friend to talk with, instead being alone for a whole long day! We reached Bangi around 8.30am, once again the instructor asked us to jump queue, it was so embarrassed you know! When so many people were looking at us!

Ok, fine. No more rubbish. Bla bla bla…. Is my turn then. When up the slope with a massive, huge noise, yet finally cross over!!!

YEAH!!!

Then it was parking. As what I had practice, haha, not a problem…

In conclusion, I PASSED…

Just that I had zero for attendance and also deduction of marks. WAT THE TUT….

My driving test...

Today, I finally able to sit for the driving test after I suffering for 20 hours of lessons. Well, I felt relieve in the morning as you know, the “FINALLY” means a lot to me. OK, I am done with it, wake up in the morning and reached the learning centre way too early. Then I stood there like a fool, doing nothing. Furthermore, there was no chair for me to sit, so I started grumbling about everything…

He came late, so we started the journey late too. When we reached there, after that 1 hour journey from Subang to Bangi, we (3 of the candidates, including me) actually jumped queue from the last to the front. I felt sort of guilty about that. My number was 90; somehow I have a bad feeling about that. However, I convinced myself not to think of rubbish!!

After years of waiting, is my turn!! I prayed hard, just to gain support. (I believe most of the people only will think of God when they need help, in trouble or support. E.g. Oh My God! Don’t you guys think so??) I went into the PERODUA, which is a totally different type of car that I used to drive. I know, I know, there is only a slight difference between KANCIL and PERODUA, but the presence of this small difference that causes me into DEEP DEEP TROUBLE!!

I don’t really familiar with the crutch and the accelerator, so when I went up the slope…

Hey, the car didn’t slide back!! Is just that when I want to depart…

LOUD NOICE was created, and the front wheel of the car left the line…\

So, end of my test!!

About the on road thing, please don’t ask… You know I know, just keep that a secret, an open secret…

End of the driving test, whereby I wait for the whole day for that test which is less than 30 minutes, damn frustrating!!!

Conclusion: pay extra RM170 for a retest, miss lesson on APRIL FOOL’s Day, a deduction of marks by the lecture!!

DAMN STUPID!!!

Good News!!!

Hi guys and lads...

I have a good news for all of you!!!(I doubt that is it a good news though~~)

I have actually created a blog for business... aka online shoping blog??

I just want to tell of of you that i had done that blog, and I need the support from all of you!!

So, show me your support to view through the whole thing and give me your comment or buy from me perhaps? It's ok if you don't~~ Is just that i will feel sad for my entire life~~~

This is the blog: http://fashionista-in-u.blogspot.com
The name of the blog will be Fashionista in YOU!!

Please... Shop my Shop...

loved,
Michelle..

Adoption house

hihi, this is actually the very short video clip from my friends... We actually went to the orphanage 2 days before my mid-exam. We have pot-luck with the children. I don’t really say that this is an orphanage, but it will be more appropriate if I say this is an adoption house with around 20 children, maybe.

When I first reach there, I was shocked. It was an Indian adoption house. Not that I am racism, is just that I don’t know how should I communicate with them?? I wonder… but somehow, everything went ok. At least those children know sort of fluent English and they really talked to us, instead using Tamil.

Then, is lunch time!! I am on a strict diet… I can’t eat anything also…. T.T How can the God treat me like this!!! Never mind, I can hold on… It is actually raining during lunch hour, and everyone is hiding under the roof, like the sardine fish~~~

We played around like a fool. Imagine a 18 year old, running around the park like some maniac, doing nothing but just running all the way… Don’t you think it is kind of… insane?? You will think that if you didn’t realize a small little thing behind the mad girl~~

3.00pm, the visit end…. Say bye bye ~~~

Aha! I remember!! It is on 8 March!! Same day with the election!! Heavy jam on that day… I passed by my primary school… nostalgic memory~~~ how nice if I can go back to my childhood life… I really do enjoy my primary school life…

By the way, I know i am quite stupid in the video, if you watch the video~~

Election

Although I can’t do anything about it, yet, I concerned. What I concern about? Honestly, is the Chinese’s candidate. As time passes, it is not hard to realize that, the amount of Chinese ministers, politicians and candidates keep on “deteriorate” or reducing drastically, just like the composition of Chinese in Malaysia. In the past, composition of Chinese in Malaysia was more than the Indians but look at the situation now, the Indians is chasing up the Chinese, even the amount foreign workers is also increasing…

Where is the Chinese??

This make me recall on what I had learned is Malaysian Studies. My lecturer told us that, before world war 2, the Chinese was most likely not interested in politics due to the oppression that they experienced. After world war 2, they felt that there is a chance for British to leave the country, so then, they realized that there is a need in participating in politics.

What about today??

In my point of view, people were disappointed with what the previous politicians had down in the past 3 years. Everything increasing, sexiest remarks, raciest remarks, corruption, justice and lots more that made the people now have no trust in this previous parliament. Now, is time to have a change, like the DAP’s slogan for this year election. Most people, as what I heard will vote for opposition rather than BN as they are not satisfied with the “effort” that they put in. So, they plan for a change, they want to take the risk to have a change.

I truly believe that the DAP will gain a great victory in this election…

By the way, I am quite sad that Chew Mei Fen in Petaling Jaya Utara. She is such kind and really helpful and attends most of the functions that my primary school (when invited) if she able to make it. I like her. My primary school is not famous at all in anything, I suppose (base on my years in there), yet she gives us all the supports that we needed. I really like her. Just that, the current situation somehow ended her progression in this politics life. Never mind, Chew Mei Fen, I support you forever.

May 13 riots really affected lots of people, especially the tension between Chinese and Malays. Will this sad memory and experience and also history repeat again in the future history? Think about it.

Homosexuals, can we accept them? This is what the topic bring us to – a question. To me, homosexuals in the society should be accepted.

No doubt, this is my oral presentation (never thought of doing oral presentation anymore after high school, but it seems not!) for yesterday. Luckily, the class participation and reaction is better than what I aspect, because every time I think the things are funny and the class likes it but it apparently not… So, I am quite delight to see the class respond for this topic…

Ok, these are our 3 points:

1. gay and lesbians parents reduce orphan
2. their rights
3. to reduce stress

I am the first speaker, so my point include introduction and history and not to forget my first point. Let me ask you:

• Do you know that homosexuals exist in the earliest history which is most famously in ancient Greece?
  
• Do you know that the erotic attractions, sexual urge and pleasure among the males in ancient Greece are accepted as part of their culture?
  
• Do you know that some famous historical figures like Alexander The Great, Socrates, Julius Caesar and more they were actually self centre with love and interested in having relationships with the same sexes?

(No way…..) If you don’t, never mind, because I already let you know. Don’t try to against me or doubt about me, I search these in the net…A bird’s net… Right… =.=

What about reducing the orphan? The homosexuals’ couples want to raise children if they adopt them or using the artificial insemination method, which is very expensive and stuff… So, they mostly adopt those children. In year 2000 in US, there is 33% of lesbians and 22% of gay actually have at least one child under 18 in their house, what about those have 2,3,4,5 and so on? By the way, for your information, a psychological association also states that, the self-development of the children is unrelated to the parents’ sexual orientation.

For the second point, if animals can be homosexuals, why can’t human.

And for the third point, the discrimination of the outsider causes lots of tension, pressure and stressful life on the homosexuals’ couple which lead them to do something beyond the limit. Let say, commit suicide? Like Leslie…

Blah blah blah… I don’t have many details on the second and third point, as you know, I am not the one who did it…

Anyway, the main purpose of writing this was to share the video clip… Haha!!

On Road

Excitement? Fear? Enjoy? I really don’t know how to describe my feelings today…
Yup, I am learning how to drive ON ROAD! And YES I am driving on road for today. My road here means the one with much busy traffic, cars flowing up and down, with traffic light and so on. I have to clarify this “road” meaning, if not everyone will think that “Hey! You mad ar?(Malaysian Accent) If you don’t learn how to drive on road then what you think? In the sky ar…” Therefore, it is shown that clarification is very important!!

I do get excited when I know that I am going to learn how to drive. However, as time passes and all the delays of the learning centre, I somehow feel tired of learning how to drive. Include today, I had actually learnt 7 hours, but what I had learned was how to make a left and right turn. I consulted the “teacher” about roughly I need how many lesson (1 lesson= 1 hour) to master the skills and go for the exam. Then he says

“You will need about 18 till 24 lessons.”

My reaction was like “What the hell????”

By the way, for your information, I registered to have 16 lessons as they recommended for the intermediate level which cost me RM400, and now…

I asked a couple of friends before about the time usage for them to learn the driving lesson. The minimum I heard was 8 hours and the maximum was 12 hours, then what am I doing for 24 hours?? Am I that poor in driving? I don’t think so. But how should I judge myself? No idea.

Somehow, I just tired of learning how to drive….

Haiz…

Embarrassment

I wrote this in a sudden in this morning, just because I felt nervous and scared. Wonder what I did that made me so not “stable”, or who was talking about me that let me shiver and…

Today morning, I went into the library with enthusiasm. (I don’t know why, but I just felt great!) Then out of the sudden, my cell phone dropped and falls down straight to the ground. “Plak!!!!!!” All the component of my phone just “shattered” like the broken glasses everywhere the floor.

Then, there was a guy…(stop thinking about those romance movie’s storyline, like the guy is a handsome ones, then he was so kind-hearted and help me pick up the phone, then
I say thank you, them…)

He stood aside watching me to pick up all the pieces of my cell-phone. Hey! This is embarrassing!!! It is not the fact that he didn’t helped me out, is the thing that I dropped my cell-phone, and I was bending down in front of him then squatting down in front of him just to pick up the components of the cell-phone on the floor. I was going round and round just to make sure that I did not left out something.

I want to emphasize that I felt embarrassed not because that the one standing was a guy, but the fact was I had embarrassed myself in front of a human being! Such disgraceful moment I had in such an early day! What the ………

By the way, I just can’t stop and not to write what had happened in front of me…

The couples in front of me really made me chilled…

Hey come on! This is library you know! Can’t you guys have some self-control???

Respect

Respect is something people always emphasize on, especially Chinese. There is a proverb from Chinese “zhun lao jing xian” which means respect the elderly and also the young ones. However, people nowadays, mainly the younger generations, seldom respect almost anyone.

I know not everyone doesn’t respect the others, so I said mainly. As now everyone can see, teenagers nowadays merely have no the respect to the elderly, or should I say someone who is older than them, or even to the others who are younger or same age with them. Being a college student, I do think they should have a mature thinking, a better mentality, but it seems that I am wrong…

During lectures, no matter how strong is your hatred towards a specific subject, you also have to pay the least respect to the lecturers by not making too much noise. The lecturer says:

“You want to sleep is ok, just don’t turn on the engine.”

“You want to listen to mp3, is ok, as long that you don’t disturb the class.”

See, the lecturer already “open one eye, and close one eye”, what you still want from the lecturer? Can’t they just cooperate with the lecturer and let the one who wants to listen have a peace of mind? Sometimes I just don’t understand them…Am I too mature or they are sort of not mature enough? The noise that they created was so loud that actually often annoyed the lecturer and those who want to listen to the lecture.

Then, another case is some of them don’t respect the lecture’s right. During the orientation, the programme director had mentioned that during lectures, students are not allowed to do any recording either in video or audio form, due to copyright. However, some students didn’t respect the lecturer’s right. They still do the recording without the permission of the lecturer. I wonder do they know how to interpret human’s words… haiz….

I really disagree with what are they doing, I just felt that the mentality is not there. If you think it sounds offensive, I would like to apologize at first, because I don’t meant it, is just the way I express my dissatisfaction towards those who don’t respect the others. “Do onto the others like you want others to do onto you.” Never forget, because of those freaks, I have to face a test next week!!!

Danger

There is always danger around us. Danger surrounds us everyday, therefore we have to pay more attention, be more alert wherever we are, especially girls!!

I went to a talk on “City Survival Kit”, which is about the safety precautious that every female should know. I glad that I went for that talk. Really. Everyone told me that the talk will be a boring one, “As you know, the inspector will come and talk rubbish, as in don’t walk alone, and don’t wear those exposing cloths…. Blah blah blah…” This is what they told me. Luckily, I never listen to them.

The session was very interesting, although there is some part where the inspector shows us the picture of some awful picture that made me quite uncomfortable with. However, some of the inspector words are quite inspiring and made me think a lot.

I would like to say “I love you mom and dad! Thanks for taking such good care of me!!”

Ok, back to topic.
What I actually want to reflect is the illness of today society. I don’t really understand why some of the males like sex so much that they can’t even control themselves and do something that against the norm of the society and also moral values. They put drugs into drinks; causing the women unconscious then RAPE AND KILL, follow by the misuse the advanced technology to take naked photo of women and more!!

Oh God!! Can’t they think about the consequences before they do something? Can’t they just solve by themselves? Why they have to torture women? I just don’t understand!

Not only this, why people have to do such things that harm others and put them at risk? These inconsiderate actions like robbery, snatching, kidnapping, murdering, break-in and more. Money is important to live on, so do lives. People should not risk their precious lives for the change of money. You want money, go on and WORK HARD! Don’t do such a cheapskate behaviors to earn easy money. Do you think you will feel good when you use the money after admitting such “lousy job”?

Danger are soundless, sightless and don’t smell. So, the only thing we can do is to sense the coming danger. Please be alert, be more careful and be calm.

I have no words to say. So, BEWARE! Especially LADIES!

Friendship

Friendship happens when people make friends with another people. When someone comes to a certain unfamiliar place alone, he or she will feel isolated with the people surrounding, just like me when I first arrive in the college.

When I start to make friends with the others, I bumped into one of my secondary friend. I am not really close to her, but it is just fate that brought us together. I am not rejecting her, but the presence of this secondary schoolmate somehow will forbid me from making other new friends who is a total stranger to me. I believe this is not only my problem, but the others too.

When you bumped into someone you know earlier, you will start to stick with your friend all the time, especially those who are quiet, lonely and not really “talk-able”. Take my situation for instance; when I try to make new friends from the other states, I have to talk to them. Talk is the only way to know each other and also to make new friends. My friend however is that kind of quiet girl; she won’t interrupt and help herself to suit in our conversation. Therefore I felt sorry for her, as tough I left her aside or rejected her. So what should I do now? Continue my chatting or stop immediately to company her?

Thereinafter, I start to wonder, is it a good thing to meet with someone you know in a totally unfamiliar place or when you are alone? Or is it better to left out your friend that you know earlier and continue lead on to your new life without their presence? I know that this may sound sarcastic, but it is true. When you found someone you know in someplace you don’t know, you will start to stuck with your current friend rather than making new ones.

I don’t really know is this situation is happening to someone out there, but I just want to share with you all that, it is better to make new friends rather than sticking with your old mate which is what I am doing now. I just can’t help myself to let be alone, since she is my friend, as I considered.

I passed

Yesterday, I went for my ‘undang’ test, or should I use ‘Rules and Regulations on the Road’ theoretical test or ‘Theory for Road Safety’ test to replace the word ‘undang’? No idea, let’s stick back to ‘undang’, sounds more pleasant to the ear.

After having my breakfast in a coffee shop in SS15, I then heading towards the exam place to do the test. My mother ‘suddenly’ only realize that I am wearing shorts, and then she went mad. She is afraid that I am not able to take the test, as in a Muslim country shorts are not allow to wear in formal ceremony, although the shorts is below my knee level.

Not that I am not aware of this, is just I feel comfortable wearing shorts rather then jeans. Jeans are long, thick, and I feel quite warm wearing it, whereas shorts are most likely ‘ventilated’, so they are more comfortable to wear on. Luckily I brought my spare jeans at first, because I also scared that the officer doesn’t allow me to take the exam as I was wearing my shorts.

After settled with my jeans issue, I walk in to the place. I was pleasant to see some of my ex-schoolmate in there too. I sat down and have some talk with them. After chatting some time, I only realized that I haven’t register. I quickly stood up and head towards the counter. The lady officer saw my action and secretly laughs at me. I said ‘secretly’ is because I know that she is trying to hide the smile on her face away from me. Well, I am not offended because I knew that sometimes my childish actions do entertain other people without my notices.

I am patiently waiting at the waiting hall. Not for long, my name was called out and the lady officer again directs me to the exam hall. We need to answer this ‘undang’ test through computer under E-khidmat Company. I was nervous for the first part, which is about colour blindness. The problem is not about the colour, but it is about the mistake that I would made, such as click the wrong button and submit the wrong answer. For your knowledge, a single mistake in that colour blindness part, you are directly banded to continue the test. This not only wasted your time waiting and the money earlier, it also cost you to pay extra money to re-sit for the exam. Meanwhile, you are required to go to the specific office to fill up some forms and required to go for an eye check with the government doctor. After the report from the doctor sends out to assure that you are not colour blindness, then only you can re-sit the exam. Such a complicated process!

I read the questions as careful as I can and answer it. At last, I correct all the questions at the colour blindness part. Next part was the sign, logo, ethics during driving, and the rules and regulations on the road for beginner. I have to score 84% which means 42 questions out of 50 questions in order to pass this examination. After 14 minutes and 17 seconds, I finally have done all the questions, not confidently. I waiting for the results anxiously and the moment have come!!!

I try my very best to stay clam and check the results. I somehow get confuse and didn’t know what am I seeing. After I am recover from the severe concussion, I finally saw the word ‘markah anda’ is 42/50, then ‘keputusan anda: lulus’.

WAHAHAHAHA!!! I passed my exam!!! This result still scared me because I was at the border line, any question that they consider wrong marking, although I know the possibility is low, and then I will fail!! Thank God, I passed.

New Life

Everyone deserves to have as much new life as they can, as long as it is a positive way of lifestyle. Well, every single journey is something new to me, and now, my new life is my college life.

I have to admit that it is not easy to deal with something that you totally unfamiliar with. I thought it was easy to adapt into a different environment that I not used to be. My over confidence, however, made my first day of the orientation in my college life a total disaster. Due to the anxiety the day before, I can’t even have a good rest, so once I reach the college, I felt so sleepy and moody (due to lack of rest), causes me don’t have that type of exciting and make-new-friend mood to continue the day.

To keep myself awake and to look enthusiastic, I keep on drinking the water I brought, so that I have some movement to make myself awake. Of course as time pass, I had pay many visit to the relief centre.

Orientation may be fun if everyone put in their effort to make it fun. Life normally won’t go the way we wished for. Honestly saying, my orientation is sxxx. Reason behind this is I get a group of people that they declare themselves as teammates are not cooperating and self-centre. It is really hard to get along with them when you are that impatience type of people, lack of rest on that day and yet have to pretend to enjoy the whole process with the fake smile on your face. It is tiring!

I would consider this as my new challenges in my new life. When I talk about this, my mom told me that this is just a part of the reality and there are many more that I haven’t met. Accept the fact that life is unpredictable, I have to convince myself with that. Next week is till the orientation week, (wonder why we need so long orientation!) hopefully I can have “fun” with my teammates along the week!

New life, new challenges! I am trying my best to fit in.

By the way, my Chinese version's blog is www.wretch.cc/blog/seek4mic